Positive Mind

StoryCitra- Since a few days actually more than a weeks my feeling is like roller coaster. It’s like I do not know what I really wants. Something sadness come inside my heart. So damn, silly. Its destroy my days and make my mood gone become the lazy and only moody. So bad right! Even I am trying best to keep positive mind, but the negative mind always be the winner.

Suddenly, I am thinking what I need in this earth? What I want to do in my life? What is my priority to alive? When I did find the answer, I let myself cry for the last one! Crying a lot to make me feel better. Then I stop it, I wrote all about negative thinking in a few days which become ghost in my mind. Suddenly, I feel so damn free. I let it go from my soul and body.

Do you know, sometimes we should dare to get into dark in our live to make them go away from our body and soul. I know a little people who dare to do it in alive. Digging the darkness mindset to come out so damn tired. But after lasting it gone, we will freedom and happy. Then we realize, how many days, hours gone because this negative thinking, the sadness around our soul, mind and body. All of them make us tired; because sadness is the best tired feeling. You can honest with yourself. Let’s making your life better.

You are the honor your happiness. Nothing people can destroy it. If you make yourself as confidence and independent.

Best quotes I made to myself:
I am the owner my soul and body
No one I let them destroy my self
Even when I feel so damn sad
But I know I should control myself
Happiness only I allow to my days

Do you know, when I was working in Jakarta (biggest city in Indonesia). While I felt give up with all of them hard activity and daily life. Suddenly I have my own song with the positive words. Do you wanna know what is that! O.K I will let you know that.

I'm strong, I am strong
Sad never come, blue always gone
Smiling, Keep Smile
Make my day be Happy
-          Citra Pandiangan song -

Happy Story start from You

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  1. Be grateful and stay positive mbaak. Although sometimes we feel life is like rollercoaster, the decision is still on us whether screaming or enjoying the ride.

    1. I am so damn agree with you mbak. Our happiness on our hands

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