StoryCitra- Since a few days actually more
than a weeks my feeling is like roller coaster. It’s like I do not know what I
really wants. Something sadness come inside my heart. So damn, silly. Its
destroy my days and make my mood gone become the lazy and only moody. So bad
right! Even I am trying best to keep positive mind, but the negative mind
always be the winner.
Suddenly, I
am thinking what I need in this earth? What I want to do in my life? What is my
priority to alive? When I did find the answer, I let myself cry for the last
one! Crying a lot to make me feel better. Then I stop it, I wrote all about
negative thinking in a few days which become ghost in my mind. Suddenly, I feel
so damn free. I let it go from my soul and body.
Do you
know, sometimes we should dare to get into dark in our live to make them go
away from our body and soul. I know a little people who dare to do it in alive.
Digging the darkness mindset to come out so damn tired. But after lasting it
gone, we will freedom and happy. Then we realize, how many days, hours gone
because this negative thinking, the sadness around our soul, mind and body. All
of them make us tired; because sadness is the best tired feeling. You can
honest with yourself. Let’s making your life better.
You are the
honor your happiness. Nothing people can destroy it. If you make yourself as
confidence and independent.
Best quotes I made to myself:
I am the owner my
soul and body
No one I let them
destroy my self
Even when I feel so
damn sad
But I know I should
control myself
Happiness only I
allow to my days
@Citrapandiangan
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Do you
know, when I was working in Jakarta (biggest city in Indonesia). While I felt
give up with all of them hard activity and daily life. Suddenly I have my own
song with the positive words. Do you wanna know what is that! O.K I will let you
know that.
I'm strong, I am
strong
Sad never come, blue
always gone
Smiling, Keep Smile
Make my day be Happy
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Be grateful and stay positive mbaak. Although sometimes we feel life is like rollercoaster, the decision is still on us whether screaming or enjoying the ride.
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